Sick and Twisted

I have been so so sick I thought I would die. And I am NEVER sick. But I guess my time has also come. However, I did have prior engagements so I managed to act and shoot in two shorts. I coughed and crashed on the floor between takes.
The Gitai thingy is over now, thank god, though it was interesting. Now I have to edit the bloody thing. Do I really want to? I guess I will find out sooner or later. It is my priority now to get PAYING gigs so I could pay for stuff and of course save up for this year's grand ten minute movie that I am directing.
I HATE waiting. The movie's production is at the end of May. I want to start casting and location scouting but everything looks so far away. Oh well. I guess I will just have to wait.